[ Typing out those last three words takes effort beyond what he thought he'd be capable of. It's nothing to do with the physical effort, but the emotional. The deep-seated need to keep going forward, to keep moving no matter how much everything hurts. The habit of saying everything's fine.
It's not.
And now Cas is the only person he's close to admitting that to. ]
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I've felt better
[ Typing out those last three words takes effort beyond what he thought he'd be capable of. It's nothing to do with the physical effort, but the emotional. The deep-seated need to keep going forward, to keep moving no matter how much everything hurts. The habit of saying everything's fine.
It's not.
And now Cas is the only person he's close to admitting that to. ]