( Right. He has to speak carefully to this Castiel, to explain everything.
And neither are you.
He hasn't thought that in a long time, but there was a stretch of about four years where he did think something was wrong with him. He was the freak. The psychic freak. The freak with the demon blood. The harbinger of the apocalypse. Lucifer's vessel.
He remembers how Castiel first greeted him. Not warmly. That this Castiel feels like he needs to make that blanket statement. It gives Sam pause, a small smile forming at the edges of his mouth, curling upward subtly. With one nod of his head, he moves forward. )
I know. And, I will answer anything you want, tell you anything you want. With Jack, with any Nephilim, if he ended up in Hell's hands, it could've gone either way. Like anything else. It's about raising him. Teaching him. He's afraid of his power because it's great. It's more power than we've ever seen.
( Other than God's. )
It depends. Most times, it involved going inside their mind. Trying to find them. With Sam in control, I don't know how it would work. It's possible we could fight Lucifer inside his mind, weaken him enough so that the other Sam can dispel him from his body. If it wasn't you going into their minds, it was Crowley. He had this needle technique when an archangel was inside me, to get you in my head. And, we had this old tech in the bunker - in case something was keeping us out. We've done it four or five different times.
( He talks like this, at ease, trying to explain without explaining too much, taking a bite here and there, and a sip between. He wipes his mouth, politely, like he was taught to do.
no subject
And neither are you.
He hasn't thought that in a long time, but there was a stretch of about four years where he did think something was wrong with him. He was the freak. The psychic freak. The freak with the demon blood. The harbinger of the apocalypse. Lucifer's vessel.
He remembers how Castiel first greeted him. Not warmly. That this Castiel feels like he needs to make that blanket statement. It gives Sam pause, a small smile forming at the edges of his mouth, curling upward subtly. With one nod of his head, he moves forward. )
I know. And, I will answer anything you want, tell you anything you want. With Jack, with any Nephilim, if he ended up in Hell's hands, it could've gone either way. Like anything else. It's about raising him. Teaching him. He's afraid of his power because it's great. It's more power than we've ever seen.
( Other than God's. )
It depends. Most times, it involved going inside their mind. Trying to find them. With Sam in control, I don't know how it would work. It's possible we could fight Lucifer inside his mind, weaken him enough so that the other Sam can dispel him from his body. If it wasn't you going into their minds, it was Crowley. He had this needle technique when an archangel was inside me, to get you in my head. And, we had this old tech in the bunker - in case something was keeping us out. We've done it four or five different times.
( He talks like this, at ease, trying to explain without explaining too much, taking a bite here and there, and a sip between. He wipes his mouth, politely, like he was taught to do.
This is nice. )