[ he didn't mean to diminish anything Cas is feeling. Dean isn't good at this, not anymore - talking about things, exposing his feelings. He wasn't great at it to begin with, but before, he used to be able to at least get it out to Sam, admit when he was wrong. Apologize.
It seems like every time he interacts with Cas, he messes it up without realizing.
He just shouldn't have said anything, left it alone. His heart hurts and he misses his broken Cas and he feels--
alone. ]
He isn't back yet.
look, i wont take up much of your time. i just wanted to check in on you. see if you were okay, if any of us can be okay.
apologize for being a dick, before.
that's all.
[ he's having a very...vulnerable moment and he's glad this is over text, because there's some undefinable emotion bubbling up inside him that's threatening to make him cry like a baby. son of a bitch. ]
no subject
[ he didn't mean to diminish anything Cas is feeling. Dean isn't good at this, not anymore - talking about things, exposing his feelings. He wasn't great at it to begin with, but before, he used to be able to at least get it out to Sam, admit when he was wrong. Apologize.
It seems like every time he interacts with Cas, he messes it up without realizing.
He just shouldn't have said anything, left it alone. His heart hurts and he misses his broken Cas and he feels--
alone. ]
He isn't back yet.
look, i wont take up much of your time. i just wanted to check in on you. see if you were okay, if any of us can be okay.
apologize for being a dick, before.
that's all.
[ he's having a very...vulnerable moment and he's glad this is over text, because there's some undefinable emotion bubbling up inside him that's threatening to make him cry like a baby. son of a bitch. ]
i wont bother you.