[ Dying inside, maybe. He's never had the pleasure of having Famine tell him just precisely how dead inside he is, but if the Horseman ever got a gander at this Dean...
Oh, the things he'd say.
Dean swallows, watching Cas carefully, how his eyes go bright with power and God it wrings something ugly out in him. All this power, this beauty, and it's been stamped out of the Cas he knows, like a candle snuffed out, an angel fallen.
He swallows thickly, and has to look away, the guilt washing over him in thick, drowning waves. ]
Yeah, uh-- [ his laugh is strained, weak, raw. ] I'd say so.
[ Dean kicked off the apocalypse, breaking the first seal. He has screwed up over, and over, and over, fucking over so many people. Dean would agree at this point - his impact is definitely undeniable. ]
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[ Dying inside, maybe. He's never had the pleasure of having Famine tell him just precisely how dead inside he is, but if the Horseman ever got a gander at this Dean...
Oh, the things he'd say.
Dean swallows, watching Cas carefully, how his eyes go bright with power and God it wrings something ugly out in him. All this power, this beauty, and it's been stamped out of the Cas he knows, like a candle snuffed out, an angel fallen.
He swallows thickly, and has to look away, the guilt washing over him in thick, drowning waves. ]
Yeah, uh-- [ his laugh is strained, weak, raw. ] I'd say so.
[ Dean kicked off the apocalypse, breaking the first seal. He has screwed up over, and over, and over, fucking over so many people. Dean would agree at this point - his impact is definitely undeniable. ]