[ Cas feels it, that tick in his jaw. The bile rising to the back of his throat as his fingers tremble on the fluid. ]
don't be sanctimonious just because you haven't found your happy place yet
[ Barbed wire wrapped around his tongue to cut others, and try hard as he can to ignore how it cuts himself, too. An arm's length, and never closer - especially not someone who knows the height from which he fell better than anyone else.
Cas tosses the fluid down on the couch - and he will refuse to re-engage, for now. He's learned from the best to violently shut down when something strikes a painful chord. ]
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[ Cas feels it, that tick in his jaw. The bile rising to the back of his throat as his fingers tremble on the fluid. ]
don't be sanctimonious just because you haven't found your happy place yet
[ Barbed wire wrapped around his tongue to cut others, and try hard as he can to ignore how it cuts himself, too. An arm's length, and never closer - especially not someone who knows the height from which he fell better than anyone else.
Cas tosses the fluid down on the couch - and he will refuse to re-engage, for now. He's learned from the best to violently shut down when something strikes a painful chord. ]